From Pedro Gil to the streets of Espana to the halls leading to the Intensive Care Unit

Thursday, December 28, 2006

"Going back"


Date: 28 Nov, 2001


i close my eyes... breathe deeply now. i need to focus... Focus... Amidst the chaos, i find myself waiting to exhale. Why i find myself in situations like these, is a mystery. Maybe i should just stop caring. Maybe i should just stop and wait for somebody else to care...

i need to look back and find myself. Find the things that make me, me. Go and do the things that define me... The things that i want to do, not the things that i have to do.

i close my eyes and try to remember... the older one gets, the harder it gets... Think hard now. Look back and go back. Ain't that far. I need to go back...

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